First of all,i want joel to be there for him when i need someone to talk to...im shocked when u came to my house to find me...thanks really,u are a precious friend to me.Yesterday i promise my grandpa that i will stand up again and i will do it for him..dono y i miss my grandpa so much.I wonder y so much things has happen? from a small things compile to a big situation....it's all started like this.... one day when i was studying in my room,cf suddenly sms me asking whether i have feeling for her,actually i dont wan to answer her as i dont want any1 to know until im very sure abt it but cos she's my friend and i trust her and i answer her. In the end,it was not cf who sms...it's someone else...andso it spreaded..and things become worse and worse till Mr tan and her know abt it.I was angry when i found out that they betray my trust...Actually i was in a wrong,i shouldnt have answer,i can only blame myself. After all these things have happened,it's beyong my control and led me to confusion..and i guess i have made the wrong choice due to my confusion ba.what happen has happened.I stay firm with my decision to start the relationship with her after my ns but due to the not in the right state mind,i start a relationship with yeeling.i should not have done that.i should stick to my decision so these things wont happened n also getting bad to worse.After i start relationship with yeeling,yeeling keep mentioning abt the girl,im tired,these things always link to her and also eueu said i two timer.DO u think i want it???who started the spread first?If they didnt spread all these things would not have happened, i will not be confused,i wouldnot consult yeeling, everything would not have happened.

the old yiyuan>> soft hearted
>>say sorry for the sake of saving a friendship
>>dont trust pple
>>easily feel guilty
>>thought that Beeyean understand me the most but she dont.
>>treasure friendship

changes in yiyuan>>i will not be soft hearted anymore
>> i wont say sorry for the sake of saving a friendship
>> i dont trust pple more than ever.
>> i will feel guilty still
>> i treasure friendship for those pple whom i trusted.

Conclusion: No1 understand me but i will continue to stand up cos grandpa is there...For chiafong and eueu,we are still friends even all this has happened but i know the friendship wont be the same again. There's the new yiyuan u are seeing now not the old yiyuan that both of u have known.
I thought beeyean should know that im not the 2 timer guy..but she say donno.donno i take it as yes i am...things would not be the same again...

Ng Yi Yuan(Ryan)
23th February 1988
Special Day:11 July 2009
POP:8th Dec 2009
ORD:5th Aug 2011
BMTC2:04/09 Ninja Coy platoon one/section 1105
Ninja Coy 04/09 glory:Game's Day Champian Vocation: Sea Soldier
Gongshang Primary School
Bedok South Secondary School
Temasek Polytechnic-Diploma In Telecommunications
Secondary CCA:Ex-SJAB,Basketball(ST)
Poly CCA:Beyond Boundaries studies Club(DVP)
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