I dont expect anyone to pity me or feel sorry for me...It's my retribution.Once it has happened,no matter how i amend it,it will never be the same again..just like a broken glasses....
Alot of things i want to say out loud,i wan a listening ears..but those who wan to lend there,i dare not say....
some of her friends like joanna blame me for hurting her...ya..they were right to hate me..i deserve it. nothing can change the fact that i hurt her.I'm guilty
I thought of staying firm with my decision..in the end,i dont bear to lose such a good friend and i change my mind. Whenever i see u,im guilty and recall the past,i want to make sure history wont repeat itself again so i made that decision.cos i can sense it's coming through ur care and concern.Please dont care for me again especially u...I'm here to say sorry...


Can i stand up again???No matter how hard i have tried,i still fail...im tired and sick....
I dont deserve any1 care and concern.....
I'm bastard.....
suffering from depression.....

Ng Yi Yuan(Ryan)
23th February 1988
Special Day:11 July 2009
POP:8th Dec 2009
ORD:5th Aug 2011
BMTC2:04/09 Ninja Coy platoon one/section 1105
Ninja Coy 04/09 glory:Game's Day Champian Vocation: Sea Soldier
Gongshang Primary School
Bedok South Secondary School
Temasek Polytechnic-Diploma In Telecommunications
Secondary CCA:Ex-SJAB,Basketball(ST)
Poly CCA:Beyond Boundaries studies Club(DVP)
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